Bye bye dear Ammumma...

She was a lady of attitude and abundant love. From my childhood, she was a lady who is much close to my heart. She is my Ammumma's best friend and my Achichan's cousin's wife.

My parents taught me to call her Ammumma it self. She have a respectable and loving role in my life. She is the reason why i am today. As her nature, she is very accurate and open minded.

So she will tell what she feel right. That might not be favorable for everybody. So everybody told as she is very tough. I know her pleasing and helping mind very clearly.

Let me share a memory about my first trip to Trivandrum, as part of my Gupthanelechan's wedding. I was too yough at that time. She was the lady took care of me on the trip along

with Amma. We shared a lot of moments together. I played a role of company for her, whenever elechan and aunty were busy on their career and business. She taught me lot of valuable life style on that time.

We spend days for Yoga class together. She accompanied me for devotional trips to temples. She is the lady who offered me cycle when i was young. I never saw a single person go back with open hands, after met her for any help.

I still remember the day, once i was at Moothaunnam temple along with her and her dearest grand children Appu and Chippy. Her normal trips to temple was in her own car. But dont know why,

she got help from a guy to reach there. She had a plan to go some where else after that tempe visit, i think that was urgent. When that guy asked for some help, she offered the cash she have and cancelled the next trip as her purse was empty. She is special lady of a genuine character. She is what she is.

We made fight so many times. Still she is my favorite character. She taught me the value of real love. She named me Lakshmy. Called me as "Echmi" for little Chippi. Still few of my neighbours calling like that only. Her voice is much clear, when i am writing all these. When ammumma moved to new home along with elechan and family, she was little afraid of it. She was calling me to give a company even there was a helping lady.

The most and precious moment with her was the time of joining BTech. As my achan's was suffering from some health issues, he could not save as much as needed to join the college IMT. Understanding my achan's financial issues, Sreemonelechan encouraged me to join Compute Science it self as my wish, and presented the same in front of Ammumma. Both of them encouraged me a lot so that join my favourite stream computer science. It was the best inspiration that i hold over my most toughest period 2008-2012. I am still unaware that how i learned my books, even though i was spending time to take tuition for my students on the basis of 5AM to 8 AM and 5PM to 9 PM. I am so much proud of the period, still i understand that, it is inspiration given to me through her.

She had more than 6 feet height and equalent strength. The most heart touching is that all her heart is full of love and kindness. She had much knowledge and was simple on equalent way.

Her name is Subhashini. She was a teacher at Cherai school. My dearest Ammumma. My heart is beating so fast, eyes are alomst filled. Felling like missing something that is not measurable. Now it is so sorry to tell, she is no more. Her soul left this beauitiful world today morning. Defenitely it will rest in peace at heaven. Her great body is there at chettikkad home. But tomorrow 10 AM, that will also say good bye to us. On this independence day, she is leaving us and getting independent from the world tat she loved most.

We love you Ammumma... I am so sorry, if i hurt you in anyway... Praying the almighty God, to gift you as our Ammumma on next birth as well. Bye bye...