Dear Readers,
After a long gap, am back with my letters 😍
Here I would like to share few words about shine of my life, beat of my heart, blood of mine – AROHI, our dearest daughter.
2018 May 24 , best day in last 27 years. We , me & Kiran (my husband) were so much excited to see our first baby with our family. Our Dharmajamma (My mom) and Girijamma (Kiran's mom) were there with me at Lisie hospital, as I got admitted there on 22nd of 2018 May. From initial stage I was suffering from diabetics, so chance for Normal delivery is too less . Most people I know from health department , told us normal delivery will not be possible due to diabetics. Even I believe in miracle by God, I was 99 % sure , as my delivery will be c-section. So my mind was 100% ready for anything, because the final and precious thing is arrival of our child, who I start to feel for last 9 months, and dream of years.
May 24 – 4 Am:
Got up from bed hearing my mom's voice. She was suffering from heart pain . As I am single daughter of her, she was so much curious in my each and every mile stones. (This time, her daughter is becoming a mother.) May be the reason, her heart became work differently.Girijamma brought her to Lisie cardiac block. Same time my nurse brought me to dress up for labor room entry. 3 more ladies were there with me on the way, as they also excited to bring each lives to earth.
Minutes and hours were counted easily. My whole heart was filled with face of my child whom I saw once in a scan room computer screen , once I was on 5th month carrying her. Only two prayers were came out of my brain towards God.
- Gift me, my child with good health
- Safe guard my mom
The moment will be terrible, once you know, the person gave you a birth is losing health, once you exited to see the birth you bring. I am the only lady in my contacts, who suffered it.
Doctors done PV scan and brought me to labor room bed. I could see more expected ones in the room. In total 6 ladies including me were there. Some one started to scream due to the pain and enjoyed the beauty of the most memorable moment. Doctors were surrounded me with new calibrated devices for continuous tests and validations as I was the most dangerous case. Oxygen cylinders, Heart beat checkers many more, even I could not understand purpose too.... so many machines, touched me in each seconds. All others went out the door with their little charms. Only me remains there.
As beat everybody's belief, the miracle happened. I start to feel pain. The only pain a person who wish to happen , with happiness. A miracle by God, and Dr Simi. Really, she deserve appreciation and bundle of thanks. Because, as I mentioned above , we were 99 % sure delivery will be c-section. All people I know with diabetics delivered via c-section. Even doctors tried for normal, finally forced to do c-section. So me and family requested to do c-section. But Dr Simi again and again told, let us expect best. And she gave a word , normal may be possible. Until 100% sure on not possible only, she will try for c-section. Big salute for you Dr. I could deliver our girl only because of Dr's will power, not mine. I am not telling c- section is bad, but its painful not only for the day, but for years. Some times life long.
@1.55 PM of the great Thursday , our little super girl came outside normally ☺😍😘🤗😘😍☺ Yeah... I became a mother 🤗We became parents. 👨👩👧My mom, who is in cardiac block became grand mother for first time 😍
A cute chubby soft little GIRL.... As Kiran always used to say, its a GIRL. ☺😍😘🤗
Once doctor gave her to my hands, My eyes filled with happiness. Tear drops came out as symbol of love towards her. I just realized , the little one is just my replica...haha....Little bubbly cheeks 😊Small chin 😍 Chubby bubbly face.......Lalalalalalala.....
Her birth is only blessing for me, as she is the only reason why my mother is here back with better health . For last few years, mom was living alone at our home at Chettikkad. Because of Arohi's birth, we were there with her once she felt heart problem. Especially it is surprising that the department of Cardiology at the Lisie hospital is one on the largest cardiology facility in the state of Kerala, providing outstanding care for patients with a team of highly qualified, skilled and dedicated professionals from various cardiac sub-specialities. On time - Angioplasty safe guarded the new grand ma, my mom. Once my Kunji ponnu( Arohi) came to earth from womb, she might have to ensure that nothing should her mom lose. Many more thanks dear daughter. Now, once I write this paragraph, my eyes are filling up with tears., As symbol of gratitude towards the little champ.
Now, her 7th month running. She grabbed all my pride and happiness. My heart is full of her innocent smiles, 'ngeeee....ngeee....' cries, 'ammeee...ammeee' calls, 'inku...inku' words. My days and nights are surrounding you. Even in working days, I am letting each second to pass with your smiling memories. Once I am in office too, I wish if you are my colleague, who is sitting near my seat, so that can see you always and always.
My Kunji Ponnu. Kiran's Kunji Kunju, Hima chechi's(Sister in Law's) Kunji Pennu, Sabithanti's Parutty,.........All is our AROHI. Nick name Vyga given by her grandma.
Dear Kunji Ponnu......We wish, if we can spend 24*7 hours with you. But the thing is we are working only for you. To offer you better facilities🤗😌Even we are not there with you all time, we are promising, we will be there with you in all your needs and deeds. Only relief is, you are there in safe hands of Girijamma.
Dear baby, you are our sunshine :) Love you so so so so so so so much. We can't even count or measure its value. Simply its love ❤😘, dear INFANT WE - AROHI😍😍😍😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😍😍😍
